About my odyssey

(Originally published as "Preface")

Yes, I am well aware that appropriating the title of perhaps the most important literary work in the Western tradition smacks of pretension.

But really, is there a better word to describe a journey through Mormonism and possibly out of it?

"Wandering" sounds so directionless. Likewise with "travels." "Journey" is a bit better, but lacks the emotional and intellectual heft "odyssey" carries with it.

Further, "odyssey" implies a final destination - a goal. I don't know precisely where my Ithaca is, but I have a decent idea what it is - a spiritual state of feeling peace and harmony with God.

So, I figure I ought to chronicle these travels. Though I don't anticipate my odessey lasting 10 years, it may turn out to be epic, unfortunate contemporary usage of that adjective nothwithstanding.

There will be little here that introduces or discusses Mormonism; I assume that anyone who reads these posts has at least a baseline familiarlity with the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints; its doctrines and practices; and its culture.

Though I no longer believe many of the tenets of Mormonism, I don't have antagonistic feelings towards Mormons themselves. And while I am unable to believe many of Mormonism's fundamental doctrines, I affirm many of Mormonism's values. The doctrine of Mormonism - and its evolution - are fascinating to me, despite my unbelief.

I admit to retaining some anger or resentment towards the culture of contemporary Mormonism, disappointment in some of the LDS Church's leaders, and dismay at some of the actions and positions held by the institutional church.

Nevertheless, you will find little here in the way of diatribes, rants, or arguments against the LDS church. There are plenty of other websites that can do that for you. Inasmuch as the LDS church intersects with that journey, it will be discussed - warts and all. But my focus here is on my own spiritual odyssey.

So, to Ithaca!